October 10, 2012

A New Day

You have commandeered my dreams, once again. This is unfair, unjust, untrustworthy. You've crept in, out of the rain and under my shade. Wait, wait a while, with me. Wait for my sunshine. We can bathe in its' radiance; wiggle and writhe our bodies around........shit, I forgot. You forget me when I leave. I never occupy your mind, and this used to disturb me. No longer. I will not follow.

So,
Fuck today.
No more being an idiot.
Get your life right.
Quit today.
Make the effort.
You never make any effort.
Cry your little heart out all you want, but nothing can change unless you change.
So, change.
From this day forward, I no longer am a nicotine fiend.
No longer will I waste money on expensive beer.

No drogas, besides the lady Mary J.
This is important, if I ever expect my life to get back on track.
You will run some day.
Go, run today. 
Work out whenever you are bored.
Rather than sitting around, do something fun.
Run and explore. 

Take the bike for a spin.
Spin it on out to the pond and catch a few. 
Forget about that evil nicotine trying to bring you down.
It will throw you down and leave you in the gutter, dying.
Same with the alcohol.
Always in moderation, do not become blind.
Be mindful of your thoughts.
Let your mind wander, but only to greener pastures.
Push your self to be a better person.
Turn off the TV, and read.
Draw more often.
Learn to play that dusty guitar.
Play like a kid again.
Climb a tree, and hang for a while.
Amuse your self with the glory provided you.
Prepare your self for a life in the Mountains.
Observe nature and Her cycles.
 Take note. 
Never waste a moment,
there are so very precious few in this life.


This is your manifesto.

When you have done these things I ask of you, then you may come see me.
You may be one with me again.
I never left you, so long as you never left me.
We were always one.
Forever and always.

Follow your heart,
for your heart knows the Light.
Your heart knows the Truth.
Feel.