Full Report & Sources on Cloud Seeding, Chemtrails, Contrails, and the like

Mushrooms can make you a better person

Humanity's Main Event

The Quiet Ones

Viral Viruses connected to animal, nature, humanity linkage

You text me.
You text me because you still care.
You care about me.
And you don't think that is a little fucked up?

Gold Dispensing ATM in China
These lucky bastards.
I wanna be naked and famous.

Wake Up Call

Safe Zones from Natural Disasters:

1. Move 150+ miles from the coasts
2. Move 600 feet above sea level (Illinois)
3. Move away from volcanoes/super volcanoes like Yellowstone in NW United States
4. Move away from earthquake/avalance/fault zones like New Madrid Fault Zone in central USA
5. New Madrid pops and the Mississippi River Valley up to lake Michigan will be shaken to mud and washed away
6. Move away from dams that will break
7. Move away from nuclear power plants that could become compromised
8. Move away from high elevations where radiation levels will be highest
• amid magnetosphere/atmospheric fluctuations leading to solar radiation exposure. Lower elevations under more atmosphere provide more protection from solar radiation
9. Move away from large population areas where food riots will escalate into chaos and mayhem
10. Join into survival groups with people of like mind that have survival supplies, gear and guns to protect them
11. Develop a survival strategy by selecting the optimum bug out location near a water supply, fertile land for planting seeds.
12. The very best survival location is inside a sturdy cave/cavern
13. Bait and trap your food rather than hunt. That brings animals to you rather than chasing them to other areas.
• Dig pits between where the hogs root and their water. Lay a log across each side across their tracks and the hogs jump and follow each other into your pit. ;0) Surround thicket with wire and pin up your survival stocks for the big barbecue. Tie eight feet of line with hook on strong but flexible branch and then just keep checking the lines. Home Depot sells animal traps large and small. Critters and rice baby. But, after the crap hits the fan then you will not be able to find one.  
14.  Good forum discussion with list of tools/essentials
15.  
     FEMA will save you

World War III: Galactic Federation and the Indian Summer

Shift your Poles.

 
 

Stickles

"I see," said the Blind Mouse as he picked up his hammer and saw.

Impeccable

October 18, 2011 - Look to the Skies!

Or so the story goes....

No One Kills the Children Anymore

Meglio un giorno da leone che cento da pecora -- Better one day as a lion than a hundred as a sheep.

Chi più sa, meno crede -- The more one knows, the less one believes.

Finchè c'è vita c'è speranza -- Where there's life, there's hope.

Smuovere mare e monti -- To move heaven and earth.

Tale il padre, tale il figlio -- Like father, like son.

All I Do is Link, Read it for Yourself

PNAC-Reborn: Calling for Greater Libyan War
-Now the Foreign Policy Initiative

Al  Qaeda LIFG leader Abdul Belhaj writes column for London Gaurdian 

The Un-American Dream
-Based on Bohemian/Nomadic Travel: The Journey is the Goal
-Ways to Support Nomadic Travel

"If your religion doesn't make you a better person, then your religion has failed you."
"Fuck 'Trickling Down,' they are pissing on you."
"That's whats going on in this society, people turning into fiends, into junkies."
Immortal Technique @ OWS

Iran, Russia, N.K. vs. NATO

I leave you kind Souls with this.

Nothing ever lasts forever,

I can blame a rain drop

or adapt to the weather.

But,

either way

at the end of the day

I'm gone.

Something on the brighter side.

Something on the way.

The compass says, "Whichever way

I choose.

Something on the brighterside

Something I've been trying to find.

Something that reminds me

I'll get through.

Something on the Brighter Side.

Something I can taste.

The compass says,

"Whichever way I choose."

No Right to Produce or Eat Food from Activist Post

Plaintiff vs. Wisconsin Dept. of Agriculture

"Gov'ts don't rule the world, Goldman Sachs Rules the World"

Key Points
The statement came towards the end of an almost three and a half minute interview in which Rastani warned viewers to "get prepared" for the inevitable: "The savings of millions of people are going to vanish" in less than a year, he said.

"This economic crisis is like a cancer, if you just wait and wait thinking this will go away, just like a cancer it's going to grow and it's going to be too late," he continued.'

"For most traders we don't really care about having a fixed economy, having a fixed situation, our job is to make money from it," he said. "Personally, I've been dreaming of this moment for three years. I go to bed every night and I dream of another recession."

"When the market crashes... if you know what to do, if you have the right plan set up, you can make a lot of money from this."
-Alessio Rastani, trader, BBC interview

In light of this attrocity,

http://vimeo.com/seandunne/americanjuggalo

Mona Lisa - Anima Sol

“Leonardo was extremely logical, and the method of his genius is that he always sought out logical extremes. The opposite faces of Janus uniquely portrayed the metaphor of a land survey, which requires the connection of a straight line between two points,” says Lund.

No Dumping!

1. Earthly Info
2. Flaming Lips 6 Hour Song
3. Missing Moon - SOTT.net
4. Videotape Police in Illinois - SOTT.net
5. 15 Reasons Not to Live Here - SOTT.net
6. Exposing 911 Susan Lindauer - SOTT.net
7. Mayan documentary claims proof of aliens? - SOTT.net
1. Revelations of the Mayans 2012 and Beyond
8. Our Universe Continually Cycles through series of Aeons
9. Boeing (BA) CHAMP missile (EMP)
10.  Missing Planet Explains Solar System
1. Hurled into space 4billion years ago after Jupiter encounter
2. Nibiru? Probably not. More like long lost cousin
11. H.R. 2306
12. New Age COINTELPRO - UFO, Alien, and the Question of Contact
13. 2012 & A Golden Age: Ascension - DMT, Psilocin, Mescalin, Ecstacy
1. Comet Elenin is a Mother-Ship of the Galactic Federation
2. Countdown to Ascension of Gaia and Humanity
3. Goodbye Moon Hello 5th Dimension
14.  Masonic Reptilian fucktards
15. Unknown Earth - In Search for Truth
16. EnigmaTV
17. How to Avoid Awkward Silence
18. Red Pill Message Board
19. INFORMATION CLEARING HOUSE
20. Before It's News
21. UFO Disclosure Countdown
22. www.hidden-truth.org
23. DHS: NLE 2011 Preparedness Matters (pdf)
24. Educate-yourself.org
25. The Disclosure Project
26. Quantrek - Engendering the Best Possible Future Through Frontier Science
27. The Obelisk - A History
28. The 12th Planet - Online Version
29. Online Books
30.  Zecharia Sitchin
31. Nibiru - Planet X
32. End of Days - Armageddon and Prophecies of the Return
33. SYNCHRONICITY - The Key to Destiny
34. What is the Pyramid?
35. Sumeria: Cosmogony and Cosmology
1. Gilgamesh
2. Thoth
36. HS: Power Grid Experiment
37. The 6 Most Remote Places in Civilization
38. What did Gary McKinnon really find?
39. Internet delcared a "War Zone" by Pentagon
40. Fluoride, Calcifier of the Soul - SOTT
41. Cassiopaea Forum
42. UFO Skeptic
43. Breaking down the "wall" of UFO silence
44. Beyond 2012: DMT, etc.
45. Esoteric Astrology: The Home of Ancient Wisdom
46. AlterNet - News-ish
47. Buddhist Meditation Unlocks Our Natural Wisdom and Compassion
48. EXAMINER - National OOFO
49. History of Ouroboros
50. The Crow House - Max Igan
51. Illuminati Flame - Atlantean Conspiracy
52.  Freedom Fighter Journal
53. Myles O'Howe - Gardening, Hemp, Mystery, Research, Science, Space, Sustainability
54. Disclose.tv - Notice Anything Wrong?
55. Above Top Secret dot Com
56. Intel Hub
57.  Surviving Off Grid
58. Collapse Net - Mike Ruppert
59. "The Decline and Fall of the American Empire"
60. "The United Loony Bin of America
61. WAKE UP AMERICA
62. Poppy Bush
63. Trippy video
1. http://vimeo.com/19148595
64. Our Amazing Planet
65. Twenty Two Words
66. OBAMAS HECKLER
67. Conversation Starters
68. Thought Catalog
69. Peak Oil : Post Carbon Institute
70. Skate Cafe
71. Words that end with -ATE
72. Illusion
73. John Gofman
74. Victor The Wizard - Directory for UFO info
75. The Hollow Earth
76. Who are the Reptilians
77. Stumbled Illuminati Flick
78. King Nimrod & Babylon
79. Elements
80.  Forbidden Knowledge Never Think the Same

The Different Types Of Sex You Can Have « Thought Catalog

Stoned, Morning, Afternoon....keys to my heart and, hopefully, the keys to my lover's as well.

GeoPolitics of the US

Im'ma Surviva

Ruh Roh Privacy!

Tunnels to at least 13 UG bases sealed off

• Something expected within 48 hours of September 27th (Tuesday)
• Registered as minor earthquakes (<2.6)
• AF alerted on 9/21 of defcon 1 false flag nuke detonations in Midwest
• 9/23 AF transferring improvised nuke via tunnels from DC to NYC
• detonated during firefight between military personnel and globalists
• Sources confirm
• Source
• EU Times
• Bases
• Map

Mark of the Beast: Literal or figurative?

One World

Wake Up

Fibonacci Numbers 1,1,2,3,5,8,13,21,34

War on Thought

Release Me! & Meek Shall Inherit the Earth


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EHE-6ozQEsw&feature=player_embedded

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=NFzvrCa-j10#!

And just like that, the most powerful man on Earth was chastened. The faculty and stafff harkened a lowered angel into their midst. And likewise David Duchovny arose from the wood work as a demonized cherub. Time melted and the earth swelled. Reality bulged at the seams. Dimensions bent in all directions, collapsing in upon one another. 3rd on the 4th, 7th on the 1st, the 1st on the 5th, and so on. It was all relative in the beginning. In the end it is all irrelevant.

Time to Wake Up
Difference between thinking & reacting
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/russell-bishop/are-you-observing-thinkin_b_979834.html

"Thinking is not a natural process of the human consciousness. You may say, "Sure it is. Everybody thinks." I have news for you: very few people think. Most people react and then pass that off as thinking. Thinking is the cause of things. Reaction is the effect. "
-John-Roger, The Power Within You

1. What just happened
2. Assess the situation and accept the obvious
3. Consider options available
4. Take the best course of action you have available
5. Observe how its working
6. Repeat until you are satisfied with the outcome

First Timers

Early in the mornin
Stackin cakes up
Get my syrup on
Leanin hard
or
hardly leanin on
...uh
hard on.

Some lies is healthy.
Some lies is deathly.
But in the end,
all will be sold.

Do you ever run naked in the rain?

Quantum Suicide...WTF?

________________________________________________________

How can parts of Canada be missing gravity?

• So what do we know about gravity? We know that it causes any two objects in the universe to be drawn to one another. We know that gravity assisted in forming the universe, that it keeps the moon in orbit around the Earth, and that it can be harnessed for more mundane applications like gravity-powered motors or gravity-powered lamps.
• As for the science behind the action, we know that Isaac Newton defined gravity as a force -- one that attracts all objects to all other objects. We know that Albert Einstein said gravity is a result of the curvature of space-time. These two theories are the most common and widely held (if somewhat incomplete) explanations of gravity.

I had so much more on this...but Blogger fucked me. They fucked me good.

Not a second goes by when I'm not thinking of you in some way. I want to see your face. Feel your hands in mine. Initial touch, like the cool mist of spray falling off the waves on warm sand. 

We Will Bury You

Operation 'Twist'
Fed plans to change the make-up of their portfolio. Selling short-dated federal bonds and buying long-dated (30-year). This will keep them afloat for a while since none of their current ST bonds will not mature while in their hands...driving up interest rates and downgrading. Rather, the demand for LT bonds will drive the interest rate down on mortgages,  car loans, and other lending rates.



Top 10 Craziest things said at a UN General Assembly
"An old world order is crumbling before our eyes, as imperialism, colonialism, neocolonialism, and racism, whose chief form is Zionism, ineluctably perish."
-Palestinian leaders Yasser Arafat
"The devil came here yesterday, and it smells of sulfur still."
-Hugo Chavez Venezuela, commenting on GWB at General Assembly (Noam Chomsky reference)
"The dignity, integrity and rights of the American and European people are being played with by a small but deceitful number of people called Zionists. Although they are a minuscule minority, they have been dominating an important portion of the financial and monetary centers as well as the political decision-making centers of some European countries and the U.S. in a deceitful, complex and furtive manner."
-President Mahmoud Ahmadinejad Iran

Foreign Policy
Wikis

UN Security Council -- United States is permanent member and does not support Palestinian "unilateral" initiative










Nikita Krushchev

Asian Carp Anti-Hunger Program Launches in Illinois

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2011/09/22/asian-carp-antihunger-pro_n_975647.html

Beggars can't be Choosers!

"Blind Monkies!"

Nothing New Under the Sun

Everything that was still is. Nothing new created. Nothing destroyed. No idea is unthought of. There is a solution to every problem, every thing. Everything can be calculated. There must be a common denominator. Pi? Phi? Life is cyclical, right?

Burn Out or Die

Your eyes are inadvertently drawn to the spectacle. You tell yourself you will ignore and focus attention elsewhere, on a finer point. But, as it flashes and undulates, your senses become encapsulated. You transform. You are Moth. They are flame.

Been on a strain all day. Got to brake for my brain.
-BB

"There ought to be drugs involved afterwards; and not relaxing ones either."
-J.Presley

I will not instigate revolution
-Bart Simpson

Eternity @ Steak

FB Status: I typed "figuratively" into Google and got ads for Bibles...at least Google gets it

Mom: ok where is the dislike button on this comment

Me: Right around the same spot as the word "literal" in regards to the O.T.

resulting texts

Mom: Just remember 1 thing B**** while you are trying to figure out truth...eternity is at stake and is it worth the risk...just a thought cause none of us are promised tomorrow and I'd hate to think I'd have to spend eternity without you...love you to the moon and back.
Me: Eternity is at stake. But no one is sure what eternity is. It's not like I'm refuting the Bible. When I said figuratively, I meant just that. The book was not meant to be taken as the literal word of god but rather a guide book to life. If you are a good person and don't worship the devil and admit that there is a higher being in control...why can't you go to heaven? Why is it that you must commit yourself to an 'idol'? Does the Bible not say that you shall not worship idols?
Mom: Ok I am just wondering how does one gauge what god would say is the number that being good enough would get you in to heaven?
Me: Ok but it is alright to accept Jesus into your heart and yet continue to do whatever you want. Shoot you can kill a man (a mortal sin) and still go to Heaven? as long as you got Jesus in your heart! Cain killed abel. Sacrifice was HUGE back then and yet it was an unforgivable sin according to the good book. So how good do you have to be to get into heaven?
Mom: Good discussion...lets pick up on Sunday and finish k? I'm working
Me:  Me too :) Have a wonderful Thirsty Thursday! Love you to the outer limits of the universe and back.




I like the idea. But, the blanket has holes. As does everything.

Today's AoI

Articles of Interest

The Color of Mars


Mars Anomaly Research

Alien Moon Cities?

American Base on Moon

WWIII    September 27th, 2011 Maximum Readiness Alert Drill
Defcon 1 "Cocked Pistol" held at Denver International Airport - one of America's most secure bunkers.

• Obama set to visit Colorado?
• Nuke attack on tunnel system?
• Fake-ass articles? Possible

FSB Agent Viktor Bout delivered explosives (P V V - 5 A)  to Marvin Bush (GWB youger brotha) and Wirt Walker the III--Bush's cousin. Used these to bring down twin towers.
If Palestine is granted statehood, Saudi Arabia and Israel will not cooperate with US.

• September 27th - Will this be the date the spark is set off? Obama is due to be in Denver on this date. Exactly where CIA moved headquarters--under Denver airport--in 2005
• September 27, 1777 -- after British troops captured Philadelphia.  Lancaster, Pennsylvania became the US capitol for a single day. First time occurred in history.
• Also, date Elenin reaches its fated alignment with the Earth, Sun, and Moon

Woodrow Wilson: "Since I entered politics, I have chiefly had mens' views confided to me privately. Some of the biggest men in the U.S., in the field of commerce and manufacturing, are afraid of somebody...are afraid of something. They know that there is a power somewhere so organized, so subtle, so watchful, so interlocked, so complete, so pervasive, that they had better not speak above their breath when they speak in condemnation of it."
To understand these words, is to understand what is to come.
We were warned. We just didn't listen.


Faith, Lies, and Holy Scripture

Bible Origins & www.MonaLisaCode.com & Mona Lisa

The Scam - I Debt It's True

Candid Camera Experiments
"But to demonstrate, once again as we have many times on Candid Camera, the power of Authority and the way people will obey without thinking."
-Peter Funt

Active Galactic Core

Life On Earth


The World's Most Interesting Man
"I don't always run shit in Russia, but when I do it's the Communist's way."
-VLADDD (TripleDDD)

ExopoliticsHongKong.HK

Oscillation of Capitalism

Washington

Atmospheric dispersion of radionuclides from Fukushima

Dreaming of a White Girl

• We dream each night for only 2 hours, which equates to about 6 years of your life.
• 4 stages in the Sleep Cycle: REM sleep is last stage--most dreaming takes place
• each cycle lasts about 60-90 minutes and will repeat throughout the night
• Most dreams contain negative content
• Dreams allow us to process and memorize information acquired throughout the day.
• Help to relieve stress and solve problems (inner God complex?)
• Average person has about 3 to 5 dreams each night
• Dreams get longer as the night goes on
• Rapid Eye Movement
• 90% of dreams are forgotten after the first 10 minutes of being awake
• To understand dreams:
• Sum it up into a movie title
• figure out the main conflict of the dream
• how would you describe the main conflict of the dream
• are you trying to get away from something
• compare that conflict in the dream to your real-life day before the dream
• Ways to remember your dreams:
• Do NOT move from the position you wake up in--you will disconnect your memory from the dream
• do NOT think about the impending day or tasks or anything besides that dream
• you have 90 seconds before the dream fades to black
• even if you can only remember a tid bit of the dream, write it down...GET IN THE HABIT

Science is conclusive: Tobacco increases work capacity -- Health & Wellness -- Sott.net

Science is conclusive: Tobacco increases work capacity -- Health & Wellness -- Sott.net: http://www.sott.net/articles/show/235216-Science-is-conclusive-Tobacco-increases-work-capacity


So smoking is now the slaves drug of choice. If you want your mule to do the work faster, smarter, and accurately, get 'em a pack of the finest Turkish Delights!

That's why the US did the study on this, because they want us all to pick up smoking. Then we can build their "democracy" for them and die before we can enjoy it :)

Truth Fears No Trial.

-Proverb

Dear Mother Earth,

Thank you. You breathed life into this empty vessel. You gave to me what is so dear and rare and unappreciated at this time.

I love you!

Always&Forever,
Eugene

Midget in the Carpool Lane

The Age of Electricity

An EMP burst over the center of the continent could potentially wipe out the power grid, cars, phones, banking infrastructure, and most everything the American people know and love.

Who would survive?

The survivalists.

Who don't get taken down in the culminating violence after the burst.

Excerpt "Dr. William Graham was Ronald Reagan’s science adviser and the chairman of the Commission to Assess the Threat to the United States from Electromagnetic Pulse (EMP) Attack.  Dr. Graham believes that in the event of a large scale EMP attack, the vast majority of Americans would either freeze, starve, or die from disease."

Freezing is understandable since about 99% of Americans would have no clue how to build their own shelter. Or at least one that could retain heat.

Starvation...really? It's not like an EMP burst would impact the animals, insects, or plant life. Never seen a rabbit who depended on a car for a carrot. Although Americans are dumbed down enough not to have any survival skills, let alone able to kill, clean, and cook their own food. Most Americans have been so far separated by this process that they would be utterly disgusted and become sick.

Another excerpt: "Within a year of that attack, nine out of 10 Americans would be dead, because we can't support a population of the present size in urban center and the like without electricity."
-Frank Gaffney, President of the Center for Security Policy

What does that tell you?

Get out of uban centers as fast as humanly possible at any sign of attack. Do you recall New Orleans after Katrina? With the addition of no form of government help because they are surely not prepared to assist the people with no electricity/technology.

No, THEY  will be in their pristine ARC bunkers. Away from the tidal wave of violence and death.

Even Clinton is admitting that the "American Dream" is over. And with all the rising nations, which disagree with the lifestyle we've chosen, it won't be long until one of these EMP attacks becomes a reality for us. All of us.

At least the military complex will survive.

You will survive too, if you slow down and THINK!

Think for yourself, your family, and those you can trust beyond a doubt.

Communal living, which ironically is what our current leaders are against, will be the next Age.

The Age of the Earth Children

Prepare Yourself....this is gonna be a helluva bumpy ride.

My life is constantly dictated by others. I am beginning to wonder whose life this really is.

Phrases, such as "I don't want to pressure you" and "I hope...", have become commonplace when suggesting ideas and plans for my life.

These people don't understand, or understand and don't care, how this can make a person feel obligated to fulfill their wishes. You feel compelled not let them down or hurt their feelings. Is it better to be a "Yes" man at the sake of your own life? Or a "No" man at the sake of potentially hurting others' feelings?

I have become a shadow of my former self. A ghost trapped inside a living, breathing being. Surrounded by slave drivers with a pocketful of good intentions and an even kinder heart.

But before my foot reaches my mouth, do not mistake this for displeasure towards those dictators. For they mean no harm, and I take it as no harm. I am only upset because I am a "Yes Man" and am constantly running from here to there, never seconds to spare, or money. But I guess that's just life. I need to learn how to say "No." Or speak up for myself.

Where the fuck is Kristina?

This is how the day shall end

This pitiful creature #4568879.5L897 will forever be commemorated as a stone plate in the ground floor of an extremely oversized building. Wrapping a steel membrane around its' current mindstate, a taste of copper electrified through the mist into the eyelet of its peephole. It watches. It watches the unsuspecting, delirious souls with unaltered agenda. Unsalted and unsweetened pixels transmitted ceaselessly with the angst of an authoritative toddler. We bend our minds around corners just to catch a glimpse of #4568879.5L897's fruitless endeavors. And, fruitful eyes. The peepers of a god. Peer into my soul/Tell me who I will be in the morning. Never leave us. Leave us here today. Your ascension is our descent. Return on Tuesday for the bread of Monday. We shall rejoice its name on Friday for the acts of today. Let the quest begin. The rest shall end.

Docile Material Trips
Dynamic Moving Threats
Dogs Mating Timidly
Divine Molecular Time
Dropping Machine Trinkets
Down My Throat

Q&A

Who Are You?



Why Were You Sent Here?

Knock, Knock

Do you know why Italians don't like Jehovas witnesses?










Italians don't like any witnesses

-the guy on Bob&Tom this morning

It Is Not Possible

in the Universe we Occupy.

She's like a Sunburn

There's every good reason for letting you go
She's sneaky and smoked out
And it's starting to show
I never let you go
I never let you go
I never let you go
I never let you turn around, your back on each other
That's a good idea, break a promise to your mother
Turn around, your back on each other
You say that I changed
Well maybe I did
But even if I changed
What's wrong with it?
I never let you go
I never let you go
I never let you go
I never let you turn around, your back on each other
That's a good idea, break a promise to your mother
Turn around, your back on each other
And now our friends are gone, are gone
And all the time moves on and on
And all I know is it's wrong, it's wrong
And all I know is it's wrong, it's wrong
If there's a reason, it's lost on me
Maybe we'll be friends, I guess we'll see
I never let you go
I never let you go
I never let you go
I never let you turn around, your back on each other
That's a good idea, break a promise to your mother
Turn around, let's turn on each other
Good idea, break a promise to your mother
Turn around, your back on each other
That's a good idea, break a promise to your mother
Turn around, your back on each other
What a good idea
I remember the stupid things
The mood rings, the bracelets and the beads
Nickels and dimes, yours and mine
Did you cash in all your dreams
You don't dream for me no, you don't dream for me no
But I still feel you pulsing like sonar from the days in the waves
That girl is like a sunburn I would like to save
That girl is like a sunburn I would like to save
She's like a sunburn, she's like a sunburn

It can get awfully lonely being alone.

What I am today is not who I will be tomorrow.

Devil's Lettuce

"And I was pretty sure I was gone, cause I woke up and I wasn't there.
I looked around for me everywhere.
And finally caught up with myself in open pasture,
layin flat on my back with Hershey wrappers 'tween my toes,
beatin on my chest, singin' "Don't it make your brown eyes blue."

All good things gotta come to an end

Same goes for the wildwood weed

Rippin' & Trippin'

What would I do for the 70s?

I'd fight that bear on the Klondike bar.

Overexposin Myself

Howlin'

The Chase

Bend & Sway

Imagine this says "Peace"

Take Me To The Basement

"To the Batcave, Wilfred!"

Where the fuck did Bruce find a dinosaur? And a t-rex at that?

Blueprints for my "Lair of Lust"

Starin' down the barrel of a cannonball run!

The Ouroboros and the 12 Pyramids of Thoth

http://www.crystalinks.com/12pyrthoth.html

http://www.crystalinks.com/ouroboros.html

All is One and One is All

The Ouroboros encircles the Universe; everything known and unknown is encompassed in its embracing coils, supporting and maintaining the earthly balance. It injects life into death and death into budding life

Late, late again.
Now that's a company sin.
Don't be late.
Don't be late again.

The Dancing Skeleton Crew

The moving finger has writ, not in fire, but in lines of mist.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Everything is serious business. I'm hoping that he'll live long enough to learn that in this world that is a very dangerous attitude.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

"You always make it seem better," she said.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

You don't do it for the money; you do it because it saves you from feeling bad. A man or woman able to turn his or her back on something like that is just a monkey, that's all.

You know, I have this feeling that if we had met back in the 1970s, we would have been married.

Anywhere but here.

Anytime but now.

Drainage

It's Monday
and I don't know how.
I don't know why.
The water in my head is feeling kinda high.

It's Bigger Than...

Photos courtesty of Dead Prez "Hip Hop"

http://youtu.be/4jNyr6BJZuI 

Is It Real? Does It Matter?

Hasn’t all this taught you anything?” Annette asked Gabriel Baines as they waited for the simulacrum’s return and report.
“Like what?”
“That there is no perfect defense. There is no protection. Being alive means being exposed; it’s the nature of life to be hazardous—it’s the stuff of living.

-Philip K. Dick

Because today we live in a society in which spurious realities are manufactured by the media, by governments, by big corporations, by religious groups, political groups...So I ask, in my writing, What is real? Because unceasingly we are bombarded with pseudo-realities manufactured by very sophisticated people using very sophisticated electronic mechanisms. I do not distrust their motives; I distrust their power. They have a lot of it. And it is an astonishing power: that of creating whole universes, universes of the mind. I ought to know. I do the same thing.

The basic tool for the manipulation of reality is the manipulation of words. If you can control the meaning of words, you can control the people who must use the words.

Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away.



I Felt Home With You Under the Stars

I can't do this any longer. My heart does not want to go on. Not with out hers. If there was an easy way out I would take it. Not by my own hands, I disagree with suicide. I can't "runaway" either. College made damn sure of that. Throw a looming student loan over a person's head and they'll stick around long enough to pay it. Long enough to get into the drone of the machine world...whoops! I meant work force.

I'm stuck here.

I am stuck here.

I am stuck here for at least the next 10 years.

I am stuck here without her.

That's what hurts the most.

That thought. That very thought has put tears in my eyes countless, countless times.

I think that's why I make such poor decisions. The smoking, the drinking, the drugs. Always chasing some high, some answer, some question. It's because I don't have her. She is no longer the shining light I needed so badly in my life. The guiding light which shone on the path. No matter how dark my days were, the moment I heard her voice or saw her face everything was illuminated. I knew who I was, where I wanted to be, what I was to do with my life.

Now, it's all gone hazy. Like the rooms I leave.

I smoke to forget. I smoke to forget her for as long as I possibly can. I smoke so that I can forget that it is long past midnight and that I have turned back into a piece of shit. I am no longer her Prince Charming. Her toad to kiss.

If only there was an easy out. I would take it.
If only there was a way to win her back. I would take her.
This life isn't mine, but I'll take it.

I'm not even sure my mind works the way it used to. Damaged goods. Inane in the Membrane. No, that is not a typo, read it again. Connections are rarely made any longer. I know I can go on. We all can always carry on. But, at what cost? My mentality? My subconscious? My health? What? Where does it stop? When will the strife end? Why?
You see, I have all the questions I need. No shortage of those or holes in my head.
What I need is a good journey. A fantastic adventure. To clear the mind, the body, the spirit. Get in touch. Because staying around here is not good for me. I need to be on my own for awhile. Figure out what it is I need to be doing. Or not doing. I just need some time. I've been saying that for such a long time. Such a terrible, horrendous excuse. A lie that has defined my life. A lie that has changed me. A lie that has taken from me what I held dearest to my heart. I was hoodwinked, a hoax. Someone else must be running this life, because, surely, I would never let that happen. But, I did. And,

I must live with it. So until I figure it all out, I'll live on.
I just...
I just wanna feel home.

Bluest Blues

I miss her today. It may be the rain. It may be the dream. It may be the way she felt. It may be any thing. All I know with certainty is that I miss her today. More than anything.
The gentle way we spoke to each other. The way the cracks on her tongue felt against my own. I could have searched them for days on end. The way she smiled. The way she smelled once all the perfume was used up. The way we made love. The way we held each other closer and closer as if we would fall to our death otherwise. The way we fit together, from our hands down to our character, like the puzzles we mulled over. The ways she changed me.
We forget the bad times and replace them with our own fabricated memories. Except that bad times were few and far between with her and I.
Your mind will do strange things when your memory begins to fail. It fills in. And I think that is even worse than not remembering. If I forget her face, will my mind make its own?
I hope not.
It's all gone and changed and left me here. Sure, I have changed and so has she. But, is that to say we would have changed?
I think not.
A love that strong has a natural strength to overcome. We could have made it. Made it...work. Made it....to the alter. Made it....to the country. Made it...all better.
Can I make it all better?
I'm not sure, but I can try.
And try I will.

My phone is like a temporary "catch-all." Here is what it catches:

• "I'm left behind like the sinner. Sinister minds not for a beginner. Wicked lies from my minister."
• unfinished?
• Life is sad/Life is a bust/ All ya can do is do what you must
  You do what you must do and ya do it well
  I'll do it for you honey baby
  Can't you tell?
• Buckets of Rain by Bob Dylan
• Feelin' funny in my mind lord I believe I'm fixin' to die
  I don't mind dying but I sure hate to leave my children crying
• Funny in My Mind by Robert Plant
• Put your dreams away for now
  I won't see you for some time
  I am lost in my mind
  I get lost in my mind
• Lost in My Mind by The Head and The Heart
• 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 All Good People Will Go To Heaven
• To sing the blues, you've got to live the dues, and carry on
•  Carry On by Crosby Stills Nash
• What about now?
  What about today?
  What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
  What if our love never went away?
  What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
  Baby, before it's too late,
  What about now?
• What About Now? by Chris Daughtry
• I like it, I'm not gonna crack
  I miss you, I'm not gonna crack
  I love you, I'm not gonna crack
  I kill you, I'm not gonna
  Crack
• Lithium by Nirvana
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Past Thought

Don't you reconsider. Not for a minute. Don't you give me one single iota of your time. I have wasted enough of it already...and time, your time, is far too precious to be wasted on me. But, I will waste my time on the thought of you. Just one more time.

-everyday

War is Peace.
        Freedom is Slavery.
                        Ignorance is Strength.

Under the Spreading Chestnut Tree,

I Sold You,

You Sold Me.

1984

"Sometimes, if all you have are old words, all you can do is put them together and hope they say something new."

--Zach Braff on Scrubs--

Hard for me to do two things at once, that's why I always fuckin' put cocaine inside my blunts.

No Cents

Soooo Do you only get to print on one side?

There's No Way Out of Here

State Of The Soldier Forum Ashley Joppa-Hagemann  

It is truly sad when the government you are fighting for won't even fight for you.

It's the PRINCIPLE! We are all the same, we are all flesh and blood, we all think and feel, we all are strong and limitless, we all love.

 

Except for the select few high enough in the "Chain of Command" so diluted in propoganda and misinformation that they can't even seem to see their own feet (which tend to be in their mouths) let alone the good-for-nothing peons below.

The same peons who grind their bones against the cobblestone in an utterly despicable attempt to provide for family while in all actuality fortifying the unfathomably decadent lives' of the MEN in BLACK with the matching BLACK BAGS.

 

R.I.P. America

but more importantly

R.I.P. Jared August Hagemann