Alcoholism

I AM an alcoholic.
I do not understand people.
        Confusing, at best.
Or is it that I AM the confused one.
Bebe de mi copa.  
Come de mi plato.
Esta conmigo.

One once said, 
"I drink to forget,
I write to remember."
What is it I want to forget?
Have I forgot?


My Heart calls out,
Sushanna! Sushanna!