Sleep

Fell asleep early last night...around 8:30 or so. It is times like those that I tend to have the more significant dreams. Dreams that pull on my heartstrings and steal from my memories. Last night was the worst kind of dream. The one in which my one true love made her grand appearance. Except this time it was different...extremely different. I explained myself to her, it seemed that everything I had been wanting and waiting to say I said...and even things I had no clue I was thinking. It was all too perfect. Somehow in the dream I was at my grandma's house (which is never really your grandma's house but slightly resembles it) and she stayed with me throughout the entire dream. We got mixed up in some strange circumstances which could only happen in a dream. But, while it was happening I could have cared less...because we were finally together again. Nothing could separate us. Others surely tried and at one point it could have happened. But we stayed side-by-side. So strange. I even, somehow, convinced her to leave her current fiancé--I was more than ecstatic. Then the dreamscape began to change and more and more I began to slip from these delusions of grandeur. She wisped away from me like so many times before. I awoke to find myself alone in my own bed.

Only in dreams, we see what it means :(

I'll never stop.