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I said to you in a dream:
Nothing would be as it seems
And all that you see
Misdeemed as reality.
For the trick is the treat
In visions replete.
Nothing is as it seems.

To see totally,
Is our dream. 

Take Flight

Gnashing at the darkness;

Yearning for the light.

Searching for a spark in this;

Take flight, take flight!

Aspirations and desires,

And all that transpires

 here. 

Take flight from there, 

Take flight. 

Why Would Christ Save Us?

Rhetorical question; Christ will not save us.

We have forsaken this planet.

We have forsaken the living Beings whom share this sacred place, this Eden.

We have forsaken each other, our Brothers and Sisters.

When will we learn?

We claim to be of higher intelligence, and yet our actions speak otherwise.

Destined to repeat the Journey until we get it right.

So far off the mark.

What will bring change in a world mortified by change?

Christ will not bring it; that Man tried.

We missed the Message.

We have missed all the collective Messengers' messages, the One Truth.


What social tremor will have strength enough to shatter our selfishly greedy paradigm, to break us free from our own conceited egos?

I fear no-thing will.

I fear for all of Creation.

For this, I will change.

For you.

Because, I Love.

Do you love?

C'est la vie

There are actions and words I regret; they are an inseparable part of me now and always, I know.
This is who I am -- no changing the inconsistencies of a past life; why dwell?
Dwell just long enough to transmute the inconsistency to beauty.
I am who I am, and that's just who I'll be ... for now.
Tomorrow I will be made anew; reborn from sleep.
Dreams of reconciliation, wonderment, nightmarish figures in black. 
To take it all back, you can't. Not even a morsel, nor thought.
All is here with me now, forever and always: Now.

C'est la vie. 

Got To Be Some Body

No one wants to die alone.
Yet, every living being must.
Memento mori.
There are many paths we walk before our time here expires.
How do you tread yours?
Amor fati.
I tread mine barefoot, and open-eyed.
Standing in awe of the view -
The Now.
The once here, but now gone.
Every instance is unique,
each moment holds unimaginable beauty.
One only needs to open their
mind, heart, and eye
to see it.
Be fearless;
Play.
Love
one
another
Today.

A Potential for Love, Left to Lust

These Women.
The Women I Love.
They Do Not Know.
My Heart,
It Yearns
For Them So.
But Thine Love,
It Doth Not Grow.
For Mine,
It Doth Not Show.

Aloha.

Hello All,

It has been a while, a long while. Where have I been? Where have you all been?
Have you grown? Have you withered up dry?
Why?
The questions I ask just to breach this continental divide looming between us.
You would think there would be some feedback, but only distortion I sense.
Who are you?
Why have you come here?
For ill or good will?
Will you make something of it, or just tell me go shove it?
Shove it up a hill, get bent, or stand still.

I would like for you to see this through.

Mine Enemy

Early in the morning, not having fully risen from slumber, its dreadful task begins anew.
Slipping away, the moments, the memories they fade.
A night of wonder, a stint of lust, all fall back to dust.
And that, too, is blown away. 
Mine enemy, is thine enemy, such a cunning foe.
O', do thee not know, this foe?

So Awe-mazing

That which is found on the Altar

is that which is found within. 

Join Us. 

-From Within the Maze-

Alcoholism

I AM an alcoholic.
I do not understand people.
        Confusing, at best.
Or is it that I AM the confused one.
Bebe de mi copa.  
Come de mi plato.
Esta conmigo.

One once said, 
"I drink to forget,
I write to remember."
What is it I want to forget?
Have I forgot?


My Heart calls out,
Sushanna! Sushanna!