August 9, 2011

things left unsaid


 “When was the last time you wanted to say it all to the right person? To have it all come out right, to surprise yourself at how together you could be. When was the last time you ever met someone who made you want to give it all to them? I mean give yourself to them. Where you couldn't express yourself enough - like you wanted to cut off one of your arms to be understood. That's it - you would cut your head off to have someone understand you. You know how pointless that one is. You know how many times you've smashed yourself to bits on the rocks.”
&
“They say true love only comes around once and you have to hold out and be strong until then. I have been waiting. I have been searching. I am a man under the moon, walking the streets of earth until dawn. There's got to be someone for me. It's not too much to ask. Just someone to be with. Someone to love. Someone to give everything to. Someone.”

-Henry Rollins

 "Who knows how long I've loved you, you know I love you still. Will I wait a lonely lifetime? If you want me to I will."
-System Unknown
A girl asked a boy if she was pretty. He said no.
She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever.
He said no.
She then asked him if he would cry if she walked away.
He again said no.
She had heard too much.
She needed to leave.
As she walked away, he grabbed her arm and told her to stay, he said,
"You're not pretty, you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever. I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die." 
-Dick & Jane

The spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill them in.

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.
— Bob Marley

because sometimes it’s easier to say, “i hate you,” than “i miss you, i wish we didn’t fight; i wish you would call me sometimes.” because sometimes, it’s easier to think, "screw life, screw school, screw everything;" than admit that you’re overwhelmed and feel like you’re drowning. because sometimes, it’s easier to admit the simple things than say the hard things and realize how much you’ve been struggling, and how much you feel as if life has gone out of your control..........................
 

Word's of Wisdom

1)  Act on your emotions, so that people can know how you feel

2)  We talk about forever when we only got today
3) sometimes all you can do is not think. not wonder. not obsess. not imagine. just breathe. breathe in, breathe out. everything works out in the end, and the more time you spend worrying about it, the longer it takes for things to end perfectly. just the way they should.
-Unknown Source

August 1, 2011

FWB Beat-down


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A Proper Send-Off

 What would I give?

First, I would give my left leg. It really isn't a necessity to my everyday life. I think I could get by without it.

Then, I'd give up a kidney. I have two and feel a little selfish keeping them both for myself.

Third, I could give my heart. It broke a long time ago, and the keys have been lost.

I would trade my life. At least then I'd die with a smile on my face.

I could give up my eyes. I've seen all the beauty I need and yours already plagues my dreams.

I would give the shirt off my back; I am forever cold without you.

All for a kiss.

For a kiss could warm my very core.

I would give you my faith, trust, love.
I would give you the world for just one last kiss.
What's a kiss?
What's a kiss got to do with it?
What's a kiss got to do with anything?
I would give you my all, my everything. 
For just one more kiss.

A kiss.

Demon Girl

got a little demon girl asleep in my bed
got a little demon girl asleep in my bed
i don't know where she came from
but shes in my bed
and when the morning comes, and shes still here
i'll be... i'll be... i'll be gone

i got an angel in one pocket
the others full of nickels
one for every time i pulled the pistol on your innocence
you've been a victim since
you bit your lips under my sheets,
under my spell and i was under your wing
little bird found her bee and she suffered my sting
no wonder why i sing to any open ear
with enough room for two cents drenched in regret
best friends since we met
but these trends that i set
they came and double crossed me in crisis
i took your king off his throne but i adopted his vices
you said what i'd never be (...ill be gone)

now if i had a nickel for every time i said never
i'd be rich and have you living in your picture perfect shoes
if i had an excuse
for every time i left clues
that i was distancing myself from you
i'd need a rescue
and if i had a focus for most of these 26 years
there i would be a hero to myself
but the truth is...
...i need a rescue

(now its like
im too vain and insecure to drive the lane and visit her
i hide away all immature my pictures sure to fade away...
...so fade away)

and when the morning comes and shes still here
ill be, ill be gone.