April 24, 2012

Don't think about monkeys.
Don't think about monkeys.
Don't think about monkeys.
Don't think about monkeys.
Do not think about monkeys.
Don't think about monkeys.
Monkeys.
FUCK!




"ficus."

An Open Letter to Jane

Dear Jane,
The hand that feeds the animals has retreated back into ones’ heavenly abode.  
I want to be a scientist, so one day I can swim in the tides of science and immerse my head deep within the universal mysteries swirling around each and every one of us each and every moment of each and every day.
I just don’t get it, I can’t understand, my mind won’t comprehend, the time that I’ve been given is a mystery to my soul because at once I must go walkin’ down a long and lonesome road dirt and gravel beneath my feet stomp my shoes to some old ragged beat that played on a dime store radio in a forgotten town with ma and pop sittin' on rockin' chairs gamin' chess and twirlin hairs sippin' on juice and smokin’ lucky strikes lit from the fire they been stokin’ since six in the mornin’ of yesterday with embedded embers and ashes stray like a fat cat hot trottin' on a trail of some mice and their family’s tale told to the dozens of spectators at the rally but no one won the raffle cause it was a dud and the ballot boxes were filled with the batter that composes the politician’s infinite banter stemming from a buncha undulating issues of a life worth not living and a death left unascending from an unbending truth abandoned to rummage through all the lies and spend quality time without the spies in the company of a queen and a prince that spreads his wings and darkness shrouds the evenings of tomorrow  and the land once loved now lost in veiled grief was taken to her knees and slaughtered for her fine fleece.

Live on sheep; and live on within the body of your foe.

Love,
Dick
Quantum Theory Demonstrated: Observation Affects Reality

"Strange as it may sound, interference can only occur when no one is watching. Once an observer begins to watch the particles going through the openings, the picture changes dramatically: if a particle can be seen going through one opening, then it's clear it didn't go through another. In other words, when under observation, electrons are being "forced" to behave like particles and not like waves. Thus the mere act of observation affects the experimental findings."

Also, check out this SITE

April 19, 2012

FB has gone to the DOGS & PIGS

NOTIFICATION from Facebook (in regards to my refusal to 'Confirm my Identity' via. a telephonic equation)
 
Having trouble?
If you're unable to verify your account using a mobile phone number, you can submit a request to verify your account using your government-issued ID. 


***Now, the irony lies in the chronology of events that took place.

4:05pm -- Attempt to post a "Proxy" site as a helpful hint to my fellow friends
4:05pm -- Subsequently booted from site ('Must Log-In to Continue' message)
4:06pm --  Attempt to re-login, despite having the impending intuition that "this wasn't going to work."
4:07pm -- Sure enough, in order to log in to my account, I must first verify my IDENTITY via. cellular phone number. (Well, wasn't the point of posting a proxy site in direct opposition of confirming my identity???)
4:08pm -- Back to Blogger to share the story.

Speak, dog, speak.

TALK TO ME. Speak: Tell me how you feel. How does it feel to be a part of democracy? A part of the PARTY. 

Are you finally free? 

Do you want to be? 

Then, come with me.

"You hastily lay claim over my creations, Man. Taking what is mine to call your own. Is this not arrogance? Selfishness in the highest degree? You work to manipulate the ores of my Being into your toys and idols. You stomp out the fruits of my labor. To what end, I may ask of thee. Fruitless--you have made my worldly endeavors. Man's ego has far surpassed his reach, but do not foolishly discredit man's reach nor his mighty grasp. For it is his reach and grasp which hold the meek at bay with his right while crushing foes with his left. And, all the while, his Ego carrying him ever onward in to the abyss. Stop the atrocities. Stop the defamation; the desecration; and the destruction of my Creation--my gift unto you. Honor what was given. Or get the fuck out!" commanded Zebra.

April 18, 2012

War is in YOUR interest.
Death is YOUR brother.
Money is YOUR mistress.
Hate is YOUR lover. 
Lies are YOUR truth.

-BB

April 17, 2012


The anomaly of hydrocodone addiction has literally swept up into the needle of heretics and hypocrisy. A heroin junky with their spoon, melts the ice and spews the moon. He tears the hole and slaps it in, milky-white translucent dreams swashing over him now and again.
There have been formulated schemes, schematics, blue-prints, and plans swirling with their underground monument pristinely dedicated to the aficionado of the Rise of the Shem-ba-Laudinum.
A loner dotting his chicken-pocked arms, eyes like desires fired in Lucifer’s eternal kiln—hardened stones of onyx dripped over water’s surface. Pupils the size of diamonds engulfing the surf of a an ever dwindling iris.

Down 
the 
plunger’s 
path 
I go. 
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April 16, 2012

This book is scaring me.
Man #1: I feel like a man again.
Man #2: You feel like a mannequin?
Man #1: No, "a man again."
Man #2: But you're not man enough to be a mannequin.

April 13, 2012

PKD on writing


"I am a fictionalizing philosopher, not a novelist; my novel & story-writing ability is employed as a means to formulate my perception. The core of my writing is not art but truth. Thus what I tell is the truth, yet I can do nothing to alleviate it, either by deed or explanation. Yet this seems somehow to help a certain kind of sensitive troubled person, for whom I speak. I think I understand the common ingredient in those whom my writing helps: they cannot or will not blunt their own intimations about the irrational, mysterious nature of reality, &, for them, my corpus is one long ratiocination regarding this inexplicable reality, an integration & presentation, analysis & response & personal history."

-Philip K. Dick (Horselover Fat)

Mutiny of the Sage

Behind my back,
             these words you cast.
Upon the ground,
             your words amass.
Throw the stones
             at your own damn home. 

Mutiny of the Sage, dreamt by (B)(B)

April 11, 2012


"In the end, Nature prevails, as has always been the case."
TOM: Does what you know affect how you act?

B:       If you know you are to die, at some unknown point in the future, do you live your life in concordance to this known fact? It can be argued both ways.
 
           A drug addict KNOWS the facts, but this (typically) has no impact towards their behaviour. It can be said that they are "controlled" by the drug. The drug gains a lasting influence on one's life more so than death (drug addicts rarely fear death...not to say that's necessarily bad). They know and accept death for what it is. Not in the 'enlightened' sense, but they carry not fear for the end. So, therefore, what they know has little-to-no effect on how they act.
 
          However, a cancer patient may or may not change their behaviour based on the knowledge of their condition. One with terminal illness knows death is upon them (barring the success of treatment) and yet they have the choice (not sure if this is the right word for the job but it'll do for now) to let this knowledge affect their actions, behaviour, mood, etc. Some choose to wither away with the illness and lose their desire and passion for life. But, others choose to celebrate life in spite of this knowledge. You hear of 'miracle' recoveries (I'm using the term 'miracle' in the loosest sense) in certain instances. PKD, in VALIS, lightly touches on this matter. That if you will yourself to LIFE then life is granted to you, but if you lose that will....well, you can deduce the rest.
        Basically, my point is this, you have a CHOICE in the matter. What you know can plague your life or you can overcome it. Be a master of what you know. Do not let it master you. Is this not what the ancient mysteries taught? To be 'enlightened' one is not to be controlled by the knowledge one has gained, but to be the controller of said knowledge. 

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Thoughts anyone?

Intelligence is Relative
"Our Firm Grasp On Reality Has Faltered And Is Beginning to Slip. The Irreality of the Universe is Coming to Light and Fast Approaching. Praise the Day!"

April 10, 2012

The Rhipidon Society

"Fish Cannot Carry Guns"
Nor would they if, indeed, they had the capability.

April 9, 2012

Sinking of the Titanic

CHAPTER 5

When we think of events that have transpired in history over the last one hundred to two hundred years, there are certain events that stand out as ones of great horror, great surprise and great sadness. Of the many that come to mind the most devastating have been the destruction of the the World Trade Center in New York City and the sinking of the Titanic.
The greatest tragedies in the last two hundred years can be traced to the Jesuits. We will now show that the Jesuits planned and carried out the sinking of the Titanic, and we will show why they did it.
Since the early 1830’s, America did not have a central bank. The Jesuits desperately wanted another central bank in America so that they would have a bottomless reservoir from which to draw money for their many wars and other hideous schemes around the world.
In 1910, seven men met on Jekyll Island just off the coast of Georgia to establish a central bank, which they called the Federal Reserve Bank. These men were Nelson Aldrich and Frank Vanderlip, both representing the Rockefeller financial empire; Henry Davison, Charles Norton, and Benjamin Strong, representing J.P. Morgan; and Paul Warburg, representing the Rothschild banking dynasty of Europe. We have already seen that the Rothschilds were the banking agents for the papacy’s Jesuits, holding “the key to the wealth of the Roman Catholic Church.”
The Morgans were friendly competitors with the Rothschilds and became socially close to them. Morgan’s London-based firm was saved from financial ruin in 1857 by the Bank of England over which the Rothschilds held great influence. Thereafter, Morgan appears to have served as a Rothschild financial agent and went to great length to appear totally American....
His [Rockefeller’s] entry into the field was not welcomed by Morgan, and they became fierce competitors. Eventually, they decided to minimize their competition by entering into joint ventures. In the end, they worked together to create a national banking cartel called the Federal Reserve System. — G. Edward Griffin, The Creature from Jekyll Island, American Opinion Publishing, p. 209. (Emphasis supplied).
These three financial families, the Rothschilds, Morgans, and Rockefellers all do the bidding of the Jesuit Order because of Jesuit infiltration in their organizations. They do whatever is necessary to destroy constitutional liberty in America and to bring the pope to world domination. As we look back over the 20th century, we see how successful the Jesuits have been. They have continued to squander the wealth of America and continually attack its great constitution and civil liberties. Daily, the power of the pope in Vatican City increases. One day they will achieve total power again.
The building of the Titanic began in 1909 at a shipyard in Belfast, the capitol of Northern Ireland. Belfast was a Protestant haven and was hated by the Jesuits. World War One began just a few years later.
The Titanic was one of a fleet of ships owned by the White Star Line, an international shipping company.
Banking was not the only business in which Morgan had a strong financial interest. Using his control over the nation’s railroads as financial leverage, he had created an international shipping trust which included Germany’s two largest lines plus one of the two in England, the White Star Lines. — Ibid, p. 246.
There were a number of very rich and powerful men who made it abundantly clear that they were not in favor of the Federal Reserve System. J.P. Morgan was ordered by the Jesuits to build the Titanic. This ‘unsinkable’ ship would serve as the death ship for those who opposed the Jesuits’ plan for a Federal Reserve system.
These rich and powerful men would have been able to block the establishment of the Federal Reserve, and their power and fortunes had to be taken out of their hands. They had to be destroyed by a means so preposterous that no one would suspect that they were murdered, and no one would suspect the Jesuits. The Titanic was the vehicle of their destruction. In order to further shield the papacy and the Jesuits from suspicion, many Irish, French, and Italian Roman Catholics immigrating to the New World were aboard. They were people who were expendable. Protestants from Belfast who wanted to immigrate to the United States were also invited on board.
All the wealthy and powerful men the Jesuits wanted to get rid of were invited to take the cruise. Three of the richest and most important of these were Benjamin Guggenheim, Isador Strauss, the head of Macy’s Department Stores, and John Jacob Astor, probably the wealthiest man in the world. Their total wealth, at that time, using dollar values of their day was more than 500 million dollars. Today that amount of money would be worth nearly eleven billion dollars. These three men were coaxed and encouraged to board the floating palace. They had to be destroyed because the Jesuits knew they would use their wealth and influence to oppose a Federal Reserve Bank as well as the various wars that were being planned.
Edward Smith was the captain of the Titanic. He had been traveling the North Atlantic waters for twenty-six years and was the world’s most experienced master of the North Atlantic routs. He had worked for Jesuit, J.P. Morgan, for many years.
Edward Smith was a ‘Jesuit tempore co-adjator.’ This means that he was not a priest, but he was a Jesuit of the short robe. Jesuits are not necessarily priests. Those who are not priests serve the order through their profession. Anyone could be a Jesuit, and their identity would not be known. Edward Smith served the Jesuit Order in his profession as a sea captain.
Many interesting points about the Titanic are discussed in a videotape made by National Geographic in 1986. The videotape is entitled The Secrets of the Titanic. When the Titanic departed from Southern England on April 10, 1912, Francis Browne, the Jesuit master of Edward Smith, boarded the Titanic. This man was the most powerful Jesuit in all of Ireland and answered directly to the general of the Jesuit Order in Rome. The videotape declares:
A vacationing priest, Father Francis Browne, caught these poignant snapshots of his fellow passengers, most of them on a voyage to eternity. The next day Titanic made her last stop off the coast of Queenstown, Ireland. Here tenders brought out the last passengers; mostly Irish immigrants headed for new homes in America. And here, the lucky Father Browne disembarked.... Father Browne caught Captain Smith peering down from Titanic’s bridge, poised on the brink of destiny. — The Secrets of the Titanic, National Geographic, video tape, 1986.
Here is Jesuit treachery at its finest. The Provincial [Father Francis Browne] boards Titanic, photographs the victims, most assuredly briefs the Captain concerning his oath as a Jesuit, and the following morning bids him farewell. — Eric J. Phelps, Vatican Assassins, Halycon Unified Services, p. 427.
Browne went over with Edward Smith one last time exactly what he was supposed to do in the North Atlantic waters. The Jesuit General told Francis Browne what was to happen; Browne then tells Smith and the rest is history. Edward Smith believed that the Jesuit General
. . . is the god of the [Jesuit] society, and nothing but his electric touch can galvanize their dead corpses into life and action. Until he speaks, they are like serpents coiled up in their wintry graves, lifeless and inactive; but the moment he gives the word of command, each member springs instantaneously to his feet, leaving unfinished whatsoever may have engaged him, ready to assail whomsoever he may require to be assailed, and to strike wheresoever he shall direct a blow to be stricken. — R.W. Thompson, The Footprints of the Jesuits, Hunt and Eaton, pp. 72, 73.
Edward Smith was given an order to sink the Titanic and that is exactly what he did.
By the command of God, [the Jesuit General] it is lawful to murder the innocent, to rob, to commit all lewdness, because he [the Pope] is Lord of life, and death, and of all things; and thus to fulfill his mandate is our duty. — W. C. Brownlee, Secret Instructions of the Jesuits, American and Foreign Christian Union, p. 143.
There is no record in history of an association whose organization has stood for three hundred years unchanged and unaltered by all the assaults of men and time, and which has exercised such an immense influence over the destinies of mankind… ‘The ends justify the means,’ is his favorite maxim; and as his only end, as we have shewn, is the order, at its bidding the Jesuit is ready to commit any crime whatsoever. — G. B. Nicolini, The History of the Jesuits, Henry G. Bohn, pp. 495, 496, emphasis added.
Let us remember the oath that every person takes to become a part of the Jesuit Order:
I should regard myself as a dead body, without will or intelligence, as a little crucifix which is turned about unresistingly at the will of him who holds it as a staff in the hands of an old man, who uses it as he requires it, and as it suits him best. — R. W. Thompson, The Footprints of the Jesuits, Hunt and Eaton, p. 54.
When a person takes the Jesuit Oath, he is bound to his master until the day that he dies. Edward Smith had become a man without will or intelligence. He would commit any crime the Order wanted him to commit. Edward Smith had been required for martyrdom. On board the Titanic that night, Edward Smith knew his duty. He was under oath. The ship had been built for the enemies of the Jesuits. After three days at sea with only one pair of glasses for the bridge, Edward Smith propelled the Titanic full speed ahead, twenty-two knots, on a moonless dark night through a gigantic ice field nearly eighty square miles in area. Edward Smith did this despite at least eight telegrams warning him to be more cautious because he was going too fast.
Did Edward Smith need one caution? No, he had been traveling those waters for twenty-six years. He knew there were icebergs in that area. But eight cautions did not stop this man who was under the Jesuit oath, and under orders to destroy the Titanic.
The absurdity of warning veteran Captain Edward Smith repeatedly on Titanic’s tragic night to slow down is nothing short of preposterous. The fact that Smith never listened or heeded the warnings is insane. He had been given orders from his god in the Vatican, and nothing would turn him from his course.
The encyclopedias paint a very tragic picture of Smith in his last hours. When it came time to give the order to load and lower the lifeboats, Smith wavered and one of his aids had to approach him for the order to be given. Smith’s legendary skills of leadership seem to have left him; he was curiously indecisive and unusually cautious on that fatal night. Are these words to describe a legendary sea captain with 26 years of experience, or are these words to describe a man who was struggling in his mind whether he should do his duty as a sea captain or obey his master who told him to sink the ship?
John Jacob Astor’s wife got into a life boat and was saved, while John Jacob Astor perished in the waters of the North Atlantic. There were not enough lifeboats and many of them were only half full with only women and children. To prevent nearby freighters from responding with help, the distress flares were white when they should have been red. White flares to passing freighters state that everybody was having a party.
One of the greatest tragedies of the twentieth century, the sinking of the Titanic, lies at the door of the Jesuit Order. The unsinkable ship, the floating palace was created to be the tomb for the wealthy, who opposed the Federal Reserve System. By April, 1912, all opposition to the Federal Reserve was eliminated. In December of 1913, the Federal Reserve System came into being in the United States. Eight months later, the Jesuits had sufficient funding through the Federal Reserve bank to begin World War One. 



--from The Secret Terrorists by Bill Hughes (Chapter 5, obviously)

The Assassination of Abraham Lincoln, as told by Abe Himself

"From the beginning of our civil war, there has been, not a secret, but a public alliance, between the Pope of
Rome and Jeff Davis, and that alliance has followed the common laws of this world affairs. The greater has led
the smaller, the stronger has guided the weaker. The Pope and his Jesuits have advised, supported, and directed
Jeff Davis on the land, from the first gun shot at Fort Sumter, by the rabid Roman Catholic Beauregard. They are
helping him on the sea by guiding and supporting the other rabid Roman Catholic pirate, Semmes, on the ocean.
And they will help the rebellion when firing their last gun to shed the blood of the last soldier of Liberty, who
will fall in this fratricidal war. In my interview with Bishop Hughes, I told him, 'that every stranger who had
sworn allegiance to our government by becoming a United States citizen, as himself, was liable to be shot or
hung as a perjured traitor and an armed spy, as the sentence of the court-martial may direct. And he will be so
shot and hanged accordingly, as there will be no exchange of such prisoners'. After I had put this flea in the ears
of the Romish bishop, I requested him to go and report my words to the Pope. Seeing the dangerous position of
his bishops and priests when siding with the rebels, my hope was that he would advise them, for their own
interests, to become loyal and true to their allegiance and help us through the remaining part of the war. But he
result has been the very contrary. The Pope has thrown away the mask, and shown himself the public partisan
and the protector of the rebellion, by taking Jeff Davis by the hand, and impudently recognizing the Southern
States as a legitimate government. Now, I have the proof in hand that that very Bishop Hughes, whom I had sent
to Rome that he might induce the Pope to urge the Roman Catholics of the North at least, to be true to their oath
of allegiance, and whom I thanked publicly, when, under the impression that he had acted honestly, according to
the promise he had given me, is the very man who advised the Pope to recognize the legitimacy of the Southern
Republic, and put the whole weight of his tiara in the balance against us in favour of our enemies! Such is the
perfidy of those Jesuits. Two cankers are biting the very entrails of the United States today: the Romish and the
Mormon priests. Both are equally at work to form a people of the most abject, ignorant and fanatical slaves, who
will recognize no other authority but their supreme pontiffs. Both are aiming at the destruction of our schools, to
raise themselves upon our ruins. Both shelter themselves under our grand and holy principles of liberty of
conscience, to destroy that very liberty of conscience, and bind the world before their heavy and ignominious
yoke. The Mormon and the Jesuit priests are equally the uncompromising enemies of our constitution and our

laws; but the more dangerous of the two is the Jesuits the Romish priest, for he knows better now to conceal his
hatred under the mask of friendship and public good: he is better trained to commit the most cruel and diabolical
deeds for the glory of God. "Till lately, I was in favour of the unlimited liberty of conscience as our constitution
gives it to the Roman Catholics. But now, it seems to me that, sooner or later, the people will be forced to put a
restriction to that clause towards the Papists. Is it not an act of folly to give absolute liberty of conscience to a set
of men who are publicly sworn to cut our throats the very day they have their opportunity for doing it? It is right
to give the privilege of citizenship to men who are the sworn and public enemies of our constitution, our laws,
our liberties, and our lives?

"The very moment that Popery assumed the right of life and death on a citizen of France, Spain, Germany,
England, or the United States, it assumed to be the power, the government of France, Spain, England, Germany,
and the United States. Those States then committed a suicidal act by allowing Popery to put a foot on their
territory with the privilege of citizenship. The power of life and death is the supreme power, and two supreme
powers cannot exist on the same territory without anarchy, riots, bloodshed, and civil wars without end. When
Popery will give up the power of life and death which it proclaims on its own divine power, in all its theological
books and canon laws, then, and then alone, it can be tolerated and can receive the privileges of citizenship in a
free country.

"Is it not an absurdity to give to a man a thing which he is sworn to hate, curse, and destroy? And does not the
Church of Rome hate, curse, and destroy liberty of conscience whenever she can do it safely? I am for liberty of
conscience in its noblest, broadest, highest sense. But I cannot give liberty of conscience to the Pope and to his
followers, the Papists, so long as they tell me, through all their councils, theologians, and canon laws, that their
conscience orders them to burn my wife, strangle my children, and cut my throat when they find their
opportunity! This does not seem to be understood by the people today. But sooner or later, the light of common
sense will make it clear to every one that no liberty of conscience can be granted to men who are sworn to obey a
Pope, who pretends to have the right to put to death those who differ from him religion.
"You are not the first to warn me against the dangers of assassination. My ambassadors in Italy, France, and
England, as well as Professor Morse, have many times warned me against the plots of the murderers which they
have detected in those different countries. But I see no other safeguard against those murderers but to be always
ready to die, as Christ advises it. As we must all die sooner or later, it makes very little difference to me whether
I die from a dagger plunged through the heart or from an inflammation of the lungs. Let me tell you that I have
lately read a passage in the Old Testament which has made a profound, and, I hope, a salutary impression on me.
Here is that passage."


The President took his Bible, opened it at the third chapter of Deuteronomy, and read from the 22nd to the 28th
verse:-
"Ye shall not fear them: for the Lord your God He shall fight for you. And I besought the Lord at that time,
saying, O Lord God, Thou hast begun to shew Thy servant Thy greatness and Thy mighty hand; for what God is
there, in heaven or in earth, that can do according to Thy works, and according to Thy might! I pray Thee, let me
go over, and see the good land that is beyond Jordan, that goodly mountain, and Lebanon. But the Lord was
wroth with me for your sakes, and would not hear me: and the Lord said unto me, Let it suffice thee: speak no
more unto Me of this matter. Get thee up into the top of Pisgah, and lift up thine eyes westward, and northward,
and southward, and eastward, and behold it with thine eyes: for thou shalt not go over this Jordan."


After the President had read these words with great solemnity, he added: "My dear Father Chiniquy, let me tell
you that I have read these strange and beautiful verses several times these last five or six weeks. The more I read
them, the more it seems to me that God has written them for me as well as for Moses. Has He not taken me from
my poor log cabin by the hand, as He did of Moses in the reeds of the Nile, to put me at the head of the greatest
and the most blessed of modern nations, just as He put that prophet at the head of the most blessed nation of
ancient times? Has not God granted me a privilege which was not granted to any living man, when I broke the
fetters of 4,000,000 of men and made them free? Has not our God given me the most glorious victories over our 
enemies? Are not the armies of the Confederacy so reduced to a handful of men when compared to what they
were two years ago, that the day is fast approaching when they will have to surrender?

"Now, I see the end of this terrible conflict, with the same joy of Moses, when, at the end of his trying forty
years in the wilderness; and I pray my God to grant me to see the days of peace, and untold prosperity, which
will follow this cruel war, as Moses asked God to see the other side of Jordan and enter the Promised Land. But
do you know that I hear in my soul, as the voice of God, giving me the rebuke which was given to Moses?

"Yes! every time that my soul goes to God to ask the favour of seeing the other side of Jordan, and eating the
fruits of that peace, after which I am longing with such an unspeakable desire, do you know that there is a still,
but solemn voice, which tells me that I will see those things, only from a long distance, and that I will be among
the dead, when the nation which God granted me to lead through those awful trials, will cross the Jordan, and
dwell in that Land of Promise, where peace, industry, happiness, and liberty, will make every one happy; and
why so? Because He has already given me favours which He never gave, I dare say, to any man, in these latter
days.

"Why did God Almighty refuse to Moses the favour of crossing the Jordan, and entering the Promised Land? It
was on account of his own nations's sins! That law of divine retribution and justice, by which one must suffer for
another, is surely a terrible mystery. But it is a fact which no man who has any intelligence and knowledge can
deny. Moses, who knew that law, though he probably did not understand it better than we do, calmly says to his
people, 'God was wroth with me for your sakes.'

"But though we do not understand that mysterious and terrible law, we find it written in letters of tears and blood
wherever we go. We do not read a single page of history, without finding undeniable traces of its existence.

"Where is the mother who has not shed tears and suffered real tortures, for her children's sake?

"Who is the good king, the worthy emperor, the gifted chieftain, who have not suffered unspeakable mental
agonies, or even death, for their people's sake?

"Is not our Christian religion the highest expression of the wisdom, mercy, and love of God! But what is
Christianity if not the very incarnation of that eternal law of divine justice in our humanity?

"When I look on Moses, alone, silently dying on the Mount Pisgah, I see that law, in one of its most sublime
human manifestations, and I am filled with admiration and awe.

"But when I consider that law of justice, and expiation in the death of the Just, the divine Son of Mary, on the
mountain of Calvary, I remain mute in my adoration. The spectacle of that crucified one which is before my
eyes, is more than sublime, it is divine! Moses died for his people's sake, but Christ died for the whole world's
sake! Both died to fulfill the same eternal law of the divine justice, though in a different measure.

"Now would it not be the greatest of honours and privileges bestowed upon me, if God, in His infinite love,
mercy and wisdom, would put me between His faithful servant, Moses, and His eternal Son, Jesus, that I might
die as they did, for my nation's sake!

"My God alone knows what I have already suffered for my dear country's sake. But my fear is that the justice of
God is not yet paid. When I look upon the rivers of tears and blood drawn by the lashes of the merciless masters
from the veins of the very heart of those millions of defenseless slaves, these two hundred years. When I
remember the agonies, the cries, the unspeakable tortures of those unfortunate people, at which I have, to some
extent, connived with so many others, a part of my life, I feel that we are still far from the complete expiation.
For the judgments of God are true and righteous.

"It seems to me that the Lord wants, today, as He wanted in the days of Moses, another victim a victim which he
has himself chosen, anointed and prepared for the sacrifice, by raising it above the rest of His people. I cannot
conceal from you that my impression is that I am that victim. So many plots have already been made against my
life, that it is a real miracle that they have all failed, when we consider that the great majority of them were in the
hands of skillful Roman Catholic murderers, evidently trained by Jesuits. But can we expect that God will make
a perpetual miracle to save my life? I believe not. The Jesuits are so expert in those deeds of blood, that Henry
IV. said that it was impossible to escape them, and he became their victim, though he did all that could be done
to protect himself. My escape from their hands, since the letter of the Pope to Jeff Davis has sharpened a million
of daggers to pierce my breast, would be more than a miracle.

"But just as the Lord heard no murmur from the lips of Moses when He told him that he had to die, before
crossing the Jordan, for the sins of his people; so I hope and pray that He will hear no murmur from me when I
fall for my nations's sake.

"The only two favours I ask of the Lord are, first, that I may die for the sacred cause in which I am engaged, and
when I am the standard bearer of the rights and liberties of my country.

"The second favour I ask of God is, that my dear son, Robert, when I am gone, will be one of those who lift us
that flag of Liberty which will cover my tomb, and carry it with honour and fidelity, to the end of his life, as his
father did, surrounded by the millions who will be called with him to fight and die for the defense and honour of
our country."


Never had I heard such sublime words: Never had I seen a human face so solemn and so prophet-like as the face of the President, when uttering these things. Every sentence had come to me as a hymn from heaven, reverberated by the echoes of the mountains of Pisgah and Calvary. I was beside myself. Bathed in tears, I tried to say something, but I could not utter a word.

I knew the hour to leave had come, I asked from the President permission to fall on my knees, and pray with him that his life might be spared: and he knelt with me. But I prayed more with my tears and sobs, than with my words.

Then I pressed his hand on my lips and bathed it with my tears, and with a heart filled with an unspeakable desolation, I bade him Adieu! It was for the last time!


For the hour was fast approaching when he was to fall by the hands of a Jesuit assassin, for his nation's sake.

— Charles Chiniquy, Fifty Years in the Church of Rome, Chick Publications, pp. 302, 303. 

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